All it'll take is harder work this semester and some sort of explanation in my meeting with the department.
But what if it doesn't? I'm not trying to foment self-doubt, but I think you might have at least a mild depression. And you've been able to function thus far? Hello?! High intelligence= finding coping mechanisms, being creative in self-medication, and - last-ditch - denial.
At least you are facing the feelings of discontent, still. All I'm saying is, don't dismiss them. Talk to your parents as plainly as possible about what's going on, all of it. If they don't turn out to be your best allies (which I think has a good chance to happen), at least you might gain some personal insight.
Life is so complex, but, really, this is probably the trickiest time of life, the one you are in right now.
Don't dismiss the feeling that you are sinking. You might really be, and the solution may just be communicating with the ones you know love you, like your parents.
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But what if it doesn't? I'm not trying to foment self-doubt, but I think you might have at least a mild depression. And you've been able to function thus far? Hello?! High intelligence= finding coping mechanisms, being creative in self-medication, and - last-ditch - denial.
At least you are facing the feelings of discontent, still. All I'm saying is, don't dismiss them. Talk to your parents as plainly as possible about what's going on, all of it. If they don't turn out to be your best allies (which I think has a good chance to happen), at least you might gain some personal insight.
Life is so complex, but, really, this is probably the trickiest time of life, the one you are in right now.
Don't dismiss the feeling that you are sinking. You might really be, and the solution may just be communicating with the ones you know love you, like your parents.