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carvinkeeper12How I know my period is coming: I get really really depressed for a day.
What's funny is that the bad mood didn't start today until late. I was feeling kinda blah all day, but when Cecile called me tonight expecting me to be able to finish and print and drop off the session diaries for our project by noon tomorrow it all came crashing down a bit. I do feel bad because I keep assuring her I'm working on them, but I haven't started them yet. If I knew that she was one of those people who's ridiculously on top of their shit when we were starting the project I never would have volunteered to drag her down with my procrastinatory ways. And I'm REALLY bad in that way. The project isn't even due for another two weeks, but already she wants these done so we don't have to worry about them while we mix the track.
So that's what started it, but then when I (procrastinating) checked MySpace, I noticed Paco had put up a new picture. It's a really good picture of him, and it made me start to miss him terribly. I've only known him since the middle of freaking July and haven't seen him in person since the first weekend in September. It's ridiculous, and I really just want a hug from him right now. (Haha, funny how I'm still so innocent in my needs.) Long distance sucks balls. Now I'm in my RA's room (next door) because I'm friends with him and his roommates and don't particularly want to be alone while my roommate is at the guy she's dating's room. I'm trying to hold it together and apparently it's working because he just came in and didn't say anything even though I've started crying about six times even since I started this.
Well, back to working on those damn session diaries...
What's funny is that the bad mood didn't start today until late. I was feeling kinda blah all day, but when Cecile called me tonight expecting me to be able to finish and print and drop off the session diaries for our project by noon tomorrow it all came crashing down a bit. I do feel bad because I keep assuring her I'm working on them, but I haven't started them yet. If I knew that she was one of those people who's ridiculously on top of their shit when we were starting the project I never would have volunteered to drag her down with my procrastinatory ways. And I'm REALLY bad in that way. The project isn't even due for another two weeks, but already she wants these done so we don't have to worry about them while we mix the track.
So that's what started it, but then when I (procrastinating) checked MySpace, I noticed Paco had put up a new picture. It's a really good picture of him, and it made me start to miss him terribly. I've only known him since the middle of freaking July and haven't seen him in person since the first weekend in September. It's ridiculous, and I really just want a hug from him right now. (Haha, funny how I'm still so innocent in my needs.) Long distance sucks balls. Now I'm in my RA's room (next door) because I'm friends with him and his roommates and don't particularly want to be alone while my roommate is at the guy she's dating's room. I'm trying to hold it together and apparently it's working because he just came in and didn't say anything even though I've started crying about six times even since I started this.
Well, back to working on those damn session diaries...
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