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I know I'm just being stupidly, ridiculously paranoid. BUT...am I that easy to forget about? There are like four of us still here on break. Two of them are supposed to be best friends of mine. One is just going down to the U every night to hang out with her boyfriend, giving up a possible ski trip girls weekend so she can go to his frat's party on Friday night. I complained about this to my mom today when I was at her office getting an FI (yay knowing how to stop my weird lower back pain when it happens) and she was like "Yeah, but you'd be doing the same thing if you had a boyfriend." I responded, "Well, seeing how none of my friends ever call me to do anything, yeah, I guess I would." Also it was a nice reminder of how I don't have a boyfriend anymore. *angst angst angst*
But anyway, stupid paranoia about being alone in the world (at least on this coast, Jayme and Val keep begging me to come "home" to NY). Blah. Also my brother is pissed at me for having the car. Hey, he was supposed to be going to Central Washington University for the next two days for band competitions but the passes are closed so it got cancelled last minute after I'd dropped him off at school this morning - so that I could have the car and it wouldn't just be sitting at the high school. Sooooo early, luckily he drove there while I woke up. Luckily he found rides to everything for the day, so I'm at least in the clear for today. So tiring. I'ma go fold my family's laundry and watched Charmed now. Hopefully someone will finally respond to me.
Holy crap I've turned back into my 15 year old self. Ick. Gotta get the fuck over this quickly.
But anyway, stupid paranoia about being alone in the world (at least on this coast, Jayme and Val keep begging me to come "home" to NY). Blah. Also my brother is pissed at me for having the car. Hey, he was supposed to be going to Central Washington University for the next two days for band competitions but the passes are closed so it got cancelled last minute after I'd dropped him off at school this morning - so that I could have the car and it wouldn't just be sitting at the high school. Sooooo early, luckily he drove there while I woke up. Luckily he found rides to everything for the day, so I'm at least in the clear for today. So tiring. I'ma go fold my family's laundry and watched Charmed now. Hopefully someone will finally respond to me.
Holy crap I've turned back into my 15 year old self. Ick. Gotta get the fuck over this quickly.
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